My journey is long.
My body tires easily.
My soul grows weary
even easier now.
As my desire to seek God
increases,
so do the unpleasant
attacks from my enemy.
Today was a series of
unpleasant events.
Things from my past popped up.
Replaying images, feelings and
hurts from a time ago.
I've felt more insecure
and unconfident than
ever before.
There comes a time
when you reach your breaking point.
Your face falls into your hands
and you lose all control.
But
I can't deny
this presence around me.
I don't know how else to describe it
rather than to call it a shield.
Each time something occurs,
I am told, "it's okay, it's okay".
I am told where to focus my
thoughts and energy.
"Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things."
Have I mentioned that being a Christian
is one of the hardest things I've ever known?
I can't sit and wait
for the paved road ahead.
I'm gonna have to dance
through these potholes
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