ali's Corner. [Silent Night]

to write.
when
the feelings in my heart,
the thoughts of my mind
pour out from the tips
of my cold fingers.

to hope.
when
the whites of my eyes,
the corners of my mouth
lift up from the feelings of my heart.
the thoughts of my mind.

to remember.
when
the memories of my past,
the center of my ears
replay sounds of laughter.
visions of running.

So many times i've asked.
Where are you going?
But never dare I ask you.

So many times i've wondered.
Do you remember it too?
But never dare I ask you.

So many times i've dreamed.
We were only kids.
Do you miss it too?

We've always been
a door.
a hand.
a phone call away.
no one takes the first step.

Fear?
I cannot laugh.
What if one day it's too late?
What if we stay blind forever.
Afraid to move.
With all these feelings inside.

Release yourself.
Just like you used to.