I've come to realize that sometimes
I feel that I owe people things.
When really, I don't owe them anything.
I've come to realize just how appalled
I am at myself for
Settling or being okay with
The amount of worthiness
I let other people label me.
I've come to realize just how beautiful
Winter can be.
With snow lying peacefully on branches
of the trees.
As quarter sized snow flakes fall,
in no particular order,
out of the calming gray colored sky.
Today I stood outside and looked,
straight up at the snow flakes falling toward me.
They landed on my eye lashes.
I've never laughed like I did today.
I've come to realize that being close
to God is my number one priority.
I've never trusted Him with my life
more than I do right now.
Sometimes I think I'm ready for things
and think I need certain things,
when really.
It's not His timing.
I was stupid to rely on my own understanding.
At midnight this New Years Eve,
I'll take a breath of fresh air.
To a new start.
To moving on
and growing up.
It's time I get focused.
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