ali's Corner. [Running Back]

Here I am
once again.
Falling to my knees.
Mold me.

Once I was a sculpture.
Hardened clay.
Every curve telling a story.
But the shape was wrong.

Now I lay
On the potter's wheel.
Ready to be made again.
Out of the right things.

Everything in my life has been too much lately.
I got to be where I didn't know
what was up
down
right
or wrong.
What I wanted was unclear.
and what I had was not a blessing but a distraction.

It's time.
I've given up my passions.
For Him.
To start fresh.
Everything I care about isn't worth more than my relationship with God.
He is the single most important.
and right now, that is the ONLY thing I'm completely sure of.

And I believe with everything I am
that the things that are supposed to be in my life.
will make themselves known.
with opportunities and possibilities.

I've already started to hear His voice.
Feel His touch.
And see His works.
Just in one day.

He amazes me.
always.
Selflessly accepting me over and over again
after I've fallen away and even turned my back on Him.
I've felt undeserving and unworthy.
But, that's not my God.
He knows my heart.
and greets me with arms open even wider than last time
for me to run back to.

Here I am.
Once again.
Falling to my knees.
Mold me.

I am 100% completely, yours.