last night i had a dream.
it was me and a guy.
but it wasn't a guy that i knew in real life.
we stopped to look at the sunset.
but were in a horrible accident.
he jumped out and i was left.
but he somehow saved me.
i woke up to myself mouthing the words
"i love you too..."
it's been a while since i've felt the
comfort of being in love.
the kind where you do everything together.
where you wake up
and smile just to see their face.
you make breakfast.
eggs, no meat, respectively.
coffee.
& kisses.
you both go to your seperate jobs.
and the whole day...
you're texting.
calling on your lunch break.
making plans for when you get home.
making dinner together.
while pretending to ball room dance around the kitchen.
we'll eat while completely enjoying the company of each other.
dessert by the warm fire on a blanket.
and the night ends
with me lying my head on his chest
after a long in depth conversation about life.
the kitchens a mess.
the dishes aren't done.
but our eyes tell a story of happiness.
& we fall asleep with no sign of worry on our breaths
about what tomorrow brings.
because we know that no matter what happends,
we'll have each other.
God's instilled within me
an overabundance of love.
for people.
for their problems
and struggles.
sometimes i dont know what to do with it all.
so i crave that feeling of comfort.
where i can clearly display every ounce of care
& love I have for that person.
maybe i'm not ready.
i'll be patient.
I'll wait for God to decide when it's time.
yes, that's what i'll do.
be patient.
and readily waiting.
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