ali's Corner [Moving Forward && My Brand New Song]

im single.
but that doesn't mean i'm available.

i need ali time.
i like ali time.
the time that i spend by myself.
teach myself new things.
go to starbucks alone.
with a journal in hand.
looking for a familiar face.
or even a new one with a story.

and when i'm ready.
i'm gonna find that guy
that i commit myself to.
maybe it's a new guy.
or maybe he's already a friend.

whoever it is...
i'll surprise you for no reason.
and write you songs on my guitar.
i'll give you back rubs when you have bad days.
we'll share ice cream when you're sick.
i'll paint with you on rainy days.
and blow bubbles in the sunshine.

wherever you are...
i'll be ready.
i need someone 100% honest.
faithful.
and real.

for now, i'll be patient :]

i finally finished my latest song...

"Redbull and Cigarettes"

i am not broken.
i am just feeling a little weak.
your voice was shaking.
i grabbed my bag and started to leave.

and when walls come down.
who knows where i'll be.
give me back my hand.
and this time, don't follow me.

did she laugh like me.
when she said you couldn't sing?
did you hold her hand.
at our lake where we carved our names in our swing?

just look away.
and close your door.
what you once held.
now isn't yours.

we'll fall away.
sinking as we're torn.
my weakened knees.
carry me out the door.

and when walls come down.
you know where i'll be.
give me back my hand.
and this time, don't follow me.